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ORIGINAL MUSIC

THE SONGS

The songs, the dance mixes, and the theme. All free to hear.

I SHOULD HAVE STAYED — the song from the painting Butner 1964, and the most-watched thing I have made. 

FAST CAR — two songs out of one painting. I'm Queer. Leaving Home. And I escaped from abuse. Queers, come to San Francisco.

LIBERTINA LEADING — forty minutes of dance music written for the painting and its film. A revolutionary mix, made to be danced to and meant for a crowd.

THE LOSS OF ALL HOPE — the theme for The Libertina Project. Six minutes. This is the sound of losing everything.

NIGHT COPTERS — the second movement of the score, and the only track that became its own film. The painting is the cover of Book Two.

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THE LYRIC FILM — the same song with the pictures taken away. Four minutes of her words on a dark screen, and nowhere to look but at them.

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THE SCORE

The album · eleven tracks · 47:41

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The score was written for the novel before the film existed. For the film, the eleven pieces were joined into one continuous mix — each track playing unmodified to its natural end while the next rises underneath it, so the music never once falls silent — and the film was then cut to that mix, frame by frame.

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Everything is rooted on A, the human note. B-flat, a semitone above, is the antagonist. What sounds like industrial music is a synthesized factory with two shafts turning at 11.7 and 8.3 times a second — rates that do not divide into each other, so it never resolves. The state is not scored. The state is the score.

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The voices are real. The horns are five real French horns, used exactly as played. The child crying behind the archivist was not composed. It was recorded.

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